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Writing.

It’s the other half of my degree, it’s the thing that kick-started any creativity I’ve ever possessed.

I first starting writing when I was 9 years old. One Saturday morning I was bored while my mum had a lie in. Back then, the internet wasn’t really something a nine year old was interested it, so the computer for me consisted of Paint. And that’s about it.
However, on this particular morning the Word Processor attracted my attention for some reason. 
So I decided there and then that I would write a story. Being a huge Buffy the Vampire Slayer fan even at that age, my first paragraph was essentially regurgitated Whedon script, and as a nine year old thinking it was totally cool and not knowing the word ‘plaigarism’ then. 😉
So, what started as a bored nine year old wanting to pass a few hours, turned into my first novel. Which then spawned a sequel and eventually transformed into a trilogy, which I completed when I was 13. 
These early novels were terribly written, but the plot showed potential. I am currently trying to dig through it to find some gems for the basis of an adult rewrite.

From the second I started writing that first book, I decided (and told anyone who’d listen) that I wanted to be an author when I grew up. 
I continued writing through my teen years, starting a handful of projects that I never saw through to completion, but at least continuing to stretch my writing brain.
When I found the course at Bolton University, I decided it was ideal for me. At that point writing had taken a back seat to photography in terms of a career path, but was still a passion of mine and one I wanted to pursue. The course offered me the chance to study both photography and writing together, which was perfect for me.

Since coming to university I’ve steered more into poetry, as the fiction tutor wasn’t inspiring me to try my best, while my poetry tutor was. Strangely, before coming here I hated poetry. I hated how it was taught, I didn’t like the typical overly dramatised representations of it I’d been exposed to and the archaic language I’d experienced with poets such as Shakespeare- which let’s face it, is all you’re ever really taught in high school. 
Since learning it in university however I’ve fallen in love with it. I’ve built myself a good body of work, and I may even pursue getting it published.

In the meantime my fiction has been put on a back burner, but it’s all still there, and I have several ideas to work on in the future. 

Although my career path has changed course a little, I still want to pursue writing, and I still want to eventually get those books published that I so long ago sat down and started writing, thinking to myself “wow this is awesome, I can do anything I want here!”

Eventually, I want to make that girl’s hopeful dream of “when I grow up I want to be an author” a reality. Until then, poetry me up baby. 🙂

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Normally by this point in the year I’m still completely immersed in projects, New Year’s Resolutions and completely overcome with drive and motivation.

This year, for some reason this just isn’t the case. 

I’ve been really struggling to find any motivation to get done the things I know I must. This is my final ever semester at University before I graduate, and the work load is disappointingly light in comparison to last semester.
At the end of last year I put on my first exhibition of my work for that semester- that was a huge module. It consumed my every waking moment. In comparison, the work load for my final term is just not enough to keep me motivated.

I’m someone who loves to be busy, to be out and about all of the time. And yet, within the last few weeks mostly I’ve been watching TV, putting off tasks that would take minimal time and effort and playing video games in my pyjamas. 
I’m sure that the reason for this lack of motivation is down to the workload- for some reason the lack of has induced a sense of non-urgency in me. Last semester I hardly had a free moment to myself. This time around I’m procrastinating the days away without so much as looking at my assignments.
I’m up to date (for the most part) on my workload- it’s not building up or anything. But maybe that’s the problem- I’m doing nothing with my time and yet I’m on top of my work. That to me seems a little wrong and weird. The fact that these are the modules that will determine my graduating grade seems just off to me. 

The good thing about having free time though, is that I’ve starting shooting for myself again. I did my first self portrait in months yesterday and uploaded it, which was good! ( http://www.flickr.com/photos/bryonyharwood/12617987223/ ) 

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This is my super excited to be shooting again face from yesterday. 🙂

I think the fact that I am graduating soon is becoming a little difficult to swallow. For the last three years of my life I’ve had my own home, my own time, my own money and my own work to do.

After graduation we will be having to move back in with parents before we can afford our own place. That is something that deeply depresses me. As much as I enjoy the company of those I will be living with, I’m used to my own space and my own way of handling a household now. I don’t want to be in someone else’s home. I want to be in my own.

That is a motivation thought in a way- I want to get a job ASAP and save up enough to move out. But until then, I have to do assignments that feel well below my intellectual level and continue to have not enough of it to keep my time occupied.

Has anyone else gone through something like this? Total lack of inspiration and motivation? Any tips on how to overcome it? 
Anyone who also has been to university- did this happen to you when you were on the brink of finishing? Or was your motivation stronger than ever? Let me know, I’d like to hear from you.

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New glasses, though. 🙂

 

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ImageThis is the last photo I published to my blog in 2012.
A lot has happened in the months since then, and many moments were captured.

So… here’s my recap of 2013 in pictures…

January

ImageI took my first 50 Week Photo, named “Steaming Mug Of Ice”.

ImageGrant came to visit and we frolicked in the snow…

ImageAnd I used a 5×4 camera for the first time.

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February

ImageWe celebrated our 1 year anniversary…

ImageAnd Dom got me some lovely presents…

Image… and the sun shone for the first time in months.

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March

ImageWe played chess…

ImagePulled stupid faces…

ImageAnd spent time with my little girl.

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April

ImageGrant and I went to see and met Derren Brown.

ImageAnd sipped free champagne for his 21st!

ImageOh… and I turned myself into a puppet.

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May

ImageI dyed my hair orange…

ImageSweep wore a coat…

ImageWe laughed… ❤

ImageSpent time with friends…

ImageAnd I watched a lot of Dexter… 🙂

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June

ImageI started rereading all of Harry Potter… (In the bath… ahem)

ImageSummertime started peaking out of hibernation…

ImageI went to Download Festival for the first time…

ImageFinally saw Slipknot live…

ImagePlus Rammstein! (Among others)

ImageAnd turned myself into an Elf!

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July

ImageWe went to Oxford for my 21st!

ImageCelebrated with Misty…

ImageTried Jason’s amazing cocktails…

ImageDrank yet more free champagne with these rascals!

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Jason, Tav and Grant. 🙂

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We saw Cirque Du Soleil: Alegria in London…

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I made my first piece of pottery!

ImageAnd we sunbathed the month away!

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August

ImageI dyed my hair back to its natural colour for the first time in 5 years!

ImageDom and I went on our first holiday, and my first one in 7 years!

IMG_2064We went to Venice!

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DSC_0021And we had an amazing time!

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September

IMG_2172We went to Yorkshire and spent time with my “little” brother…

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IMG_2173Plus Vladimir the Impaler!

IMG_2204My sister came to stay…

IMG_2227My laptop died right before term restarted…

IMG_2239So I got my first Mac!

IMG_2225Some friends came to Manchester…

IMG_2105And my precious little baby girl sadly lost her fight with cancer…

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October

IMG_0104I got my new winter coat.

IMG_0030Found the first conkers of the season…

IMG_0038Developed a little obsession with them…

IMG_0206 copyGot dressed up for the Manchester Zombie Walk…

IMG_0072And made brookies!

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November

IMG_0421 copyI got a surprise present from Dom!

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IMG_0441 copyShot my photographs for the exhibition…

IMG_0425 copyGot the seal of approval for my images from my tutor…

IMG_0261Went to bonfire night at the Alma…

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IMG_0333 copyVisited Alton Towers with friends and saw the fireworks!

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December

IMG_0548I got my business cards…

IMG_0491Spent most of my time getting the exhibition together…

IMG_0581Put up my first Christmas tree in my own home…

IMG_0591Watched Elf with my friends…

IMG_0533Opened my first exhibition of my work…

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IMG_0564Went drinking after the exhibition with my fellow photographers…

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IMG_0698We had our first Christmas spent together!

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IMG_0729And I got Christmas bow ties for all the animals!

IMG_0758I finally got Starbucks to call me “Gandalf”…

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IMG_0764And we saw in the New Year in Reading with my lovely sister and her boyfriend.

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2013 was an absolute whirlwind. Some incredible memories created, new friends made, and sadly some goodbyes too.

I want to wish all my beautiful followers a Happy New Year, and I sincerely hope you all have a great 2014.

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Well, that’s Christmas day over for another year! Still got New Year’s Eve coming up, which I will be spending with my boyfriend at my sister’s new house. So we’ve still got some celebrations to be had!

This year I spent Christmas with my boyfriend for the first time- we’ve been together for almost two years now and have been living together for over a year, so it was awesome to spend Christmas day with him and his family. 

Exposure13 was a massive success- we had our opening night on the 12th December and we had such a good turn out, and many of the artists got a lot of attention and interest in their work- maybe even some print sales!

I’m relieved that the exhibition is now done, but there’s still a lot to get done before I graduate- only a few months left now. I will be working next year primarily on a magazine I am launching for the university, along with two dissertations. Next year will be a little crazy! I also need to start preparing for leaving uni- getting job applications out, CVs written and where I’m gonna live sorted. 

I will do a more comprehensive post before the New Year I think. I felt like I just needed to write a little something on here as I’ve been neglecting pretty much everything other than the exhibition for the last few months- which means my blog has gotten a little dusty, along with my Flickr page and my personal photography… which I need to sort out and pick back up as soon as I can. I want to finish my 52 week project but I feel it’s hardly worth it now that I’ve gone so long without posting… but hey I can just consider it a …. very long holiday? 😛

I hope you all had a lovely Christmas and have something awesome planned for the New Year!

xoxo

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Well, today, after weeks of stress, screen punching and swearing, I’ve finally finished my final images and printed them ready for the exhibition! 
Tomorrow I will be framing them, and we are putting together the space ready to hang our work as a group tomorrow too.
It’s gonna be a busy week next week- every single day is accounted for in a 9-5 to get the space prepped and ready and full of our work ready to open to the public on the 9th.

Although I’ve so enjoyed the experience of putting together our own exhibition and the learning curves have been so beneficial, I am so looking forward to it all being completed so I can sleep for a week.

I will be writing a new Life in Letters hopefully over the weekend before next week kicks me full in the face. 

Watch out for that! But for now, it is over and out.

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Well, well, well… long time no see, huh?

I’ve not posted a blog post in a LONG time… for various reasons that I shall get into in a moment. But this post here, marks my come-back to blogging and I will be posting regularly once more as of now. 

Now, as for the reasons behind my extended absence from WordPress… In early September my beloved cat Misty passed away. This was a really hard time for me and my family, and I felt as if I needed to write a blog post about it. I felt as if I had to write SOMETHING about her before I could continue with anything else, but I didn’t feel ready yet. Now, I feel as if I can address this and continue writing.
Some people may think it’s silly to be so devastated over the death of a pet, but to me she was a lot more than that- pets become a part of who you are, and you develop bonds with them you just don’t with anyone else. Misty was only 6 years old too- she wasn’t meant to die so young. She developed a form of blood cancer about a year ago and she had been battling it ever since. She had a nice last summer, but her condition deteriorated within a matter of days, and we ultimately had to decide to have her put to sleep. I stroked her and relaxed her and held her paw as she slowly passed. It was awful but we know we made the right choice for her.
I will miss her forever and life will definitely be a lot less bright without her.

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Well, that was September. As for the time between then and now- I’m now in my final year of university. This semester my class and I are putting on an exhibition of our work on 12th December in Bolton, Manchester. Organising this and getting my work together has taken up a LOT of my time these last few months. Hence my delayed absence. 

HOWEVER, I am now back! I will be aiming to post weekly blogs again, probably updates on the exhibition between now and when we open mostly, but I’ll fit in some other stuff too. 🙂

To check out our exhibition website go to: www.exposure13.co.uk
You can also follow us on Twitter, Tumblr and Instagram and like us on Facebook. All of the information about the work and the dates we will be open will be announced on those sites. Go over and share the links and support our work! 😀

Until next time, kids!

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I’ve decided to talk about my recent trip to Venice for this letter, because it was my first holiday with my boyfriend and also the first time in seven years that I’ve been abroad. 🙂

Our trip was only for 3 days and it was incredible. I completely fell in love with the city, the people, the architecture, the food, the language… everything!
It was really really hot- 37 degrees Celsius most days (which is really hot when you’ve been in England for 7 years :P)

We really want to go back sometime, as we felt like we couldn’t take in everything we wanted to in only 3 days. Such a beautiful experience though. 🙂
I loved it there, and I managed to take some really nice pictures. Here are a few of them for you to enjoy. 🙂1014195_10151536675657091_1570294059_n

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I wanted to do something a little different today. So I’ve decided to do this!

There’s pretty much nothing better, on a rainy day when you’re generally feeling rubbish, than a hot bath. Even better if you have some Lush bath bombs to put in it.
I absolutely love the brand Lush, as for one thing everything in their store is completely cruelty free and vegan, which is really awesome. I find that it is really hard to find completely cruelty free products these days, as frankly, most places that claim to be, actually get other companies to test their ingredients on animals instead. Which sucks.

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One product line, among the many, that I love from Lush, is of course their bath bombs. They are incredible. All of them have natural ingredients and always smell incredible. They usually have some kind of secret little surprise inside when you put them in the bath and fizz away also!

Today, I chose to use my Sex Bomb Ballistic, which is one I’ve not tried before now. I think it’s so pretty with the little rose and the colours are incredible (mine unfortunately faded slightly since I bought it since I kept it in the windowsill. oops).
It’s made from jasmine, clary sage and ylang ylang, and it smells incredible. The jasmine is the primary smell in my opinion, but it also has a hint of powdery lilac flower to my nose.

ImageImageWhen put into the water, as expected, it fizzes into a bright pink, which is, almost impossibly, both a hot pink and a pastel all at once? I think the pastel comes from the purple elements of the bomb.
The smell was absolutely beautiful, and really powerful! I left the bathroom door open while I was running the water and the smell of jasmine filled the whole of the upstairs of my house!

ImageImageI’ve got to say, it was one of the most relaxing baths ever. I absolutely love the smell of jasmine, and it’s such a calming scent that I was just blissed out the whole time.
Apparently the bomb is also filled with soya milk, which leaves your skin feeling ridiculously soft! (No complaints here.)
I got out of the bath about five hours ago now and the scent is still on my skin.
Happy customer!

The Sex Bomb bath ballistic is a permanent product in Lush (as far as I’m aware) and costs £3.20. Thoroughly worth it. 🙂

Image* Please note that all of the photography in this post is my own. Do not alter, re-post or in any other way reproduce these images without my prior permission.
** Disclaimer: This is not a sponsored post. I just wanted to write about something a little different for once. 🙂

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I’ll be honest. There is not a whole lot in my life I can drone on about to flesh out this letter. I’ll give it a go though…

Quack. – That’s a cool word right?
Hmm… I once dated a guy who was a Quadruplet? Does that count?

This letter is difficult it seems.

I TRIED. I’M SORRY. HERE’S A PICTURE OF A CAT WITH BREAD ON IT’S FACE TO MAKE IT BETTER:

ImageAnyway, moving on. I am now coming up to the 6th in my 52 week project on Flickr! I would really love it if you would go take a look at my project 🙂

http://www.flickr.com/photos/bryonyharwood/with/8490181156/#photo_8490181156

I upload one photo a week and usually that day is Friday. So if you would like to keep up with my project, then do please add me as a contact on Flickr! I will certainly get your views up in response! 😀
Feedback is also always amazing 🙂 ❤

UNTIL NEXT TIME, KIDS!

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I’ve done pretty good with my resolutions so far this year. I’ve not thrown in the towel on any of them yet and it’s already been a month! 😀

So, first off, I’ve started my 52 Weeks Project. I had a bit of a delayed start thanks to illness, location, lack of camera etc… but I’ve started it now, and I just published week 2 the other night.
Please go check out my Flickr stream, where each photo will be uploaded, plus a few others here and there outside of the project. Please help get my views up and leave me criticism. Help me get better!
http://www.flickr.com/photos/bryonyharwood/

As for healthier lifestyle, I’ve been half good half bad… I’ve found a gym I will be joining very soon and mostly been eating pretty damn well. A few Dominos slip ups is fine for only the first month, right? 😛

The technology free night a week hasn’t happened yet. Frankly, I forgot about that resolution until I re-read my post… whoops… I will be starting that soon though!

As for having fun? Well I’ve got a lot planned coming up!
This weekend marks mine and Dom’s one year anniversary! Exciting!
He’s planned out a whole weekend too, and won’t tell me what any of the plans are. I’m excited! 😀
I’ve also got a lot of other things in the works… if money allows. 😛

So far, so good!!

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