I really should stop stalling with this blog post. I’ve been umming and ahhing about what to do for L for so long now that I’ve totally neglected my blog for weeks as I didn’t know what to write for this… and felt it should be done before anything else.
Truth is, for “L” there was nothing that particularly sprung to mind to define an aspect of my life. Only one thing stuck in my mind, and I felt it was a bit corny to use it… and that’s “Love”. Obviously I’ve talked about this before too, so that just minimised my desire to write another entire entry about it even more.
So instead of droning on and on about what “love” means to me, I thought I’d write about perhaps an even cheesier topic. Life.
It struck me, that I was struggling to think of something to discuss about myself beginning with the letter “L”, when it occurred to me that I was missing the most obvious one imaginable. Why define an aspect of my life, if the letter I’m discussing could discuss just… my life. In general. Not even my life as such, but just life.
So, here are some facts, just about me, and my life.
1. I am 20 years old.
2. I am studying Photography and Writing at University. I am in my second year now.
3. I am an atheist, and I love science.
4. I’m constantly torturing myself with new ways I could improve myself and my life, but my ideas never seem to pan out.
5. I always want to change my hair colour. But I never have the confidence to do the drastic ideas I have for it.
6. I get bored really easily. Mundaneness and routine is not the life for me. I love to be spontaneous.
7. I never tend to see things through to the end. I’m getting better at that.
8. I’m learning a lot about myself at the moment. I’m striving to improve myself. I’m learning not to be so hard on myself.
9. I always fear that my expectations are too high, and that life will disappoint me. I am determined not to let this happen.
10. I tend to expect the worst in people, but I try to have faith in humanity.
11. I tend to let my emotions run away with me.
12. I can seem really cold and heartless, but I can be hurt so easily.
13. I used to be a massive goth!
14. I’d like to leave this world, knowing I did something good for it with my time here.
15. I love this universe!
Thoughts, musings, and ramblings... 